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Today i went to nilai. Shopping wif my family fer my wedding langsir, cadar ngan baju utk family i nyanyi boria masa kahwin i nanti. Jimat tayah kompang or dj melalak-lalak. Dua-dua belah i belikan, belah i theme purplelish and belah mr.milo i pandai-pandai and ikut suka buku lali i je pilihkan color hijau pucuk pisang. Bukan i saje-saje pilih color hijau tu tp konon-konon mcm memahami mr.milo konon last time dia nak wedding color hijau pucuk pisang katanye. Tp taleh la nak caras i kan. So followers mr.milo je i bg color dia demand, tp mr.milo cannot wear that one ok. we both i dah aturkan. U follow je i baru ala-ala saleh yakob. U follow u follow. I mmg suka melalut jauh.

Mr.milo kata i asek nak stress je dia tasudah-sudah suh i chill. Actually i pun xnak stress so i cube utk pk cara-cara mengelak stress tp i pk-pk sampai i stress utk tidak stress. Jadi mr. milo bile kte nak bookes yocket honeymoon ni? I stress!

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Quiker

ok lets talk about happiness rather than keep on wrote about stressing, tak mendatangkan faedah nye yop. Sesambil dengar lagu "Love Story -Melly Goslow ft Irwansyah" tp mesti la bukan my irwanshah ek, ejaan pun berbeza harap bunyi je sama muka lagi la jgn nak bandingkan. Jauh begedil dgn sup ekor. Muaha. tp dont worry u always be the top-pest handsome list in my listed.

Last 25th hari ni gua pigi interview as Area Exec kat mana? haha kat my biggest company competitor GSC. Im not sure mana depa dok dpt details gua ngan make me qualified with the position. Tp what i heard they head hunt gua kat mana-mana tah. Tp lantak la macamana pun depa dpt details gua janji dh go through interview tu, result belakang cerita but im quite proud of myself. Area Exec bukan calang-calang, its quite big position. Tapi kalau dpt pun gua tolak bulat-bulat. tp cop-cop-cop sebelum melabel gua ni tabesyukur or berlagak, sombong tak bleh blah ke ape. i had my good reason. This is not what i want, i have my own. Nak keje senang je gaji cukup-cukup pun tape. Clerk pun im fine! yes serious i do. Im tired, exhausted. I need a rest. Kesian kan? kannnn. tapi nak wat canne dh gua mmg terrer bab mengarah-ngarah ni so org asek bg keje jadi boss je. betul! jadi lead ini mcm best tp sebenarnye byk tabest dari best. tpu la tabest kan dok order sana sini. tp at the end u will be stressed out like hell. Sebab menjaga hundred of staff like not easy as u tot. betuuuul. tatipu

Sebenarnye gua pasang lagu cinta-cinta bagai konon nak cerita pasal planning kahwin gua, tapasal-pasal gua membebel pasal kerja lagi. damn! stress balik. seeee. tayah la cita-cita nak jadi manager ye adik-adik. Nanti stress mcm gua.

heart to heart

Who said kahwin is senang are so damn liar. Kepala ni mcm dh pecah dh stressed out. Some more now im handling sunway stock entry. Mmg dh gugur dh rambut tinggal nak beruban je. Dok la pk pk cukup ke det kami berdua ni. FYI we decided to only have a small occasion. I meant like seriously, we only plan to have only fer the close one. To be honest yes the budget is the main reason but deep inside my heart actually this is what i dream for. I prefer to be surrounding with ppl i knew rather to be with ppl that i dont even bother in my life, its my wedding so let it be my way. It should be sweet and simple. :) and how lucky i am when i have someone who really understanding and where never argue with any of my decision made and always support me at the back. And also to my family where they are really positive with my decision last but not least thanks to my sistah fad caused without her support also it wont be happened.

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shocking pink!

I cant sleep, tekejut! After conversation between ayah and mak like we already decided a date fer me to kahwin. I repeat KAHWIN. so im not sure should i happy or should i cry. Its like oh sempat ke eh cukup ke duit nye ah ape nak start dulu.

Tp opsss no no no like i dont want to kahwin ek. I really wants to. I really do, not i gatal ok cuma kan baik kita mengelak maksiat menghindari dosa dan menambah pahala. Dunia pun dh akhir zaman. Doakan niat mulia i menjadi kenyataan.

Bismillahirahmanirahim, ya Allah permudahkan la jalan hamba mu yg lemah ni sepanjang persiapan ku menuju ke syurga mu. Aminn

Mr. Milo please get your ass ready. We gonna face the hard way together. Muhahaha * gelak kejam

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#wordless everyday

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soft betrayer

Yesterday one of my staff keep on offering me to went break together but too bad i already made appointment with my fiance so i tot like it just normal things cos sometimes i do go break with my staff.  but after that it became much more suspicious when he keep asking me whether i had free time to talk or not. I was like not to take it seriously like ignoring him maybe later we chit chat la kan. Not like i purposedly ignoring him it just yesterday was day of confusing when finances cam cilaka keep on asking about shortage money dat we also donno when it went missing.

Oke back to the story, without i realised until the end of my shift i meant when all ppl went back he still asking me for talk. I was like ok lets talk now. But at the time in the office is only me and my supervisor mano. But he refusing to talk infront of her and ask for personnel conversation. It became more suspicious, Then im offering him instead of talk to me why dont u sms me. He copied my num. In my mind i tot la he only wanted to borrow money from me and just to shy to ask directly kot.

Then we went back home, around 4oclock i received a msg from this staff. Its quite shocked me. Yes it is. It even make me cried ok. He wrote to as he said he respected me more the other management team and felt so wrong if he wouldnt telling me this. He told me that last time both are my supervisor are bicthing me using tamil language and they did infront of my staff and even im inside the office. They used bad words toward me and saying that im not good enough in doing my jobs. In his side he tot it was mean and disrespectful when infront of me they talk so nice and then talk bullshit behind my back.

Honest speaking at first when i read that msg i was so damn demotivated. What i did wrong that hurt them? Then i realised theres nothing wrong with me. It just im too good to be work with them. They felt threatened with my presence. Too bad darling, i wont give up. Now i know that i am more awesome then i tot. Thankful to god cos i have this loyalty staff that will support me no matter what. And also a bosses that will always be my back bones.

Thanks oso to mt fiance. U r so sweet when the time i was deeply sad u trying so hard to make me feel that im more worth it than i tot. Its quite annoying actually but i do like it. Haha. So from now on lets move on. Now u knoe which one u can call friends and which one you dont. Without controversy life wont be happening rite?.

Actually ive been writing this while i at salon syampoo-ing my hair. Duh

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struggle to depressing.

Im in da office, while waiting my supervisor doing closing why not im updating my blog since dh berhabuk dh ni. Feel wanna talk about how fuck up my company it is. Last few days we are facing like system error which is easy to call it corrupted lah and affected our daily operation. Of cos la to make sure the operation run smooth we all operation ppl will depending on the system kot. If today system fuck up so all going to be fuck up la. So what do u expect?

Frankly speaking la, hq ppl are sucks! Always blaming on operation when they are fucking bloody dont know what are bloody happening in locations. Always talk bullshits and always giving an order like their are bloody clever. I became pissed off and fed up already. My advise is, u guys only will realise when the time all the operation side throw a letter to ur face.

Haha ill laugh out loud that time in your face niggah! *tetibe

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