Wednesday, December 26, 2007

going to hell

im not in da mood. less than 2 days ill be at uitm and i hate it. i wish it wont be happen. maybe got sumthing miracle. hope so..

i oredi fill the UA form. dat means ill continue ma study for the becoming semester. ill be in the part 5 and again ill be senior for the junior. hoho. but its not fun at all actually. ive to handle all the programs dat been provided by uitm. such as the orientation for becoming student in fashion department (part2) also ve to conduct da fashion night. thank god dat dis sem our part not contribute with out main depart. art and design with art night. cos we do the art night 1 year once. and we did it last sem. so dis sem. maybe we only ve the fashion night.

i think dis sem will be alot of conflicts. yeah of cos we got the selection among us to become the "pengerusi" and im so not interested wif it. i just want to finish my study, got work, got money, got friends, and be happy.

im sad...

oh yes. my result not really dissapointed me. but i wish for the bett
er one.

Monday, December 24, 2007

it just a webcam


its happened last nite, after sir yaakub birthday party. i got nothin to do. i went to gg house and we being crazy. and i love it.



Monday, December 17, 2007

mood tade

sigh. money tade. mood tade.

sigh. dh nak nek belaja. mood tade.

Friday, December 7, 2007

Jon McLaughhlin - So Close


You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close So close

And still so far






Tuesday, December 4, 2007

lost


i lost my phone. sorry dad i did it again.

after dis promise i wont ask for new one. :(

Thursday, November 29, 2007

enchanted



ENCHANTED
kena tgk sgt seronok!!
synopsis

A classic Disney animated fairy tale meets with the modern, live-action romantic comedy in Walt Disney Pictures' ENCHANTED. Featuring an all-star cast, the film follows the beautiful princess Giselle (AMY ADAMS) as she is banished by an evil queen (SUSAN SARANDON) from her magical, musical animated land and finds herself in the gritty reality of the streets of modern-day Manhattan. Shocked by this strange new environment that doesn't operate on a "happily ever after" basis, Giselle is now adrift in a chaotic world badly in need of enchantment. But when Giselle begins to fall in love with a charmingly flawed divorce lawyer (PATRICK DEMPSEY) who has come to her aid -- even though she is already promised to a perfect fairy tale prince (JAMES MARSDEN) back home – she has to wonder: can a storybook view of romance survive in the real world?

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

shot

alkisah nervous terserempak seseorg di counter shot 2 regular cups.

ape tah. bodo

Saturday, November 24, 2007

cinema!

dinding baru? yeh! tuka.

cite hari ini. sy nak bercite pasal cite terbaru di panggung wayang. semenjak dh mula kembali bergiat aktif di tgv. mari kte berbual pasal cerita cerita yg ade kat tgv sy.

now showing :

mr mogoriums wonder emporium ( tak best okey. trust me!)
the kingdoms (so so)
star dust ( im not watching yet but i heard the review was good)
beowulf (eh best je. but some people dont like it so much)
enchanted (must see! i just watched yesterday tp kejap je. but the crowd like it)
vel (err okey kot. tp tade subtitle. so...)
bee movie ( hm boring)
the last breath ( its a ghost movie. i just watched it like 5 minutes? hee~ duh)
penny dreadful (not sure. but nobody buy it. so fefaham la)
the drummer (same goes to penny dreadful)
30 dyas of night (ramai kata tabest. tp sy tgk okey saje. ending sedey okey. touched!)

so far itu je la men kt tgv tempat sy kerja. mr mogorium tak best sampai tgh showing org ley blah. sy tgk pun sy mcm blur je. kesian natalie portman. muka santek movie tabest.

hari ni nak tgk enchanted tp keje ticket box sampai pukul 12 mlm. mcmana nk tgk? =(
org mesti ramai hari ni. suara pun tade. minum air byk byk.


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

hey, kamu

im so much like u
restless and reckless
i need a clue, just show me a sign
i feel like making a move
we dont have to look back now

Monday, November 12, 2007

hell yeah! its holiday

hye. im home. i mean cuti just started. fuh. atlast.
last sem. i mean not dat really my last sem. but still last sem. duh. suxx gile. trust me. ngan schedule full gile ba-bi, sucject heavy gile ba-bi, kawan pun seme mcm ba-bi mmg nyawa nyawa ikan. nak tunggu cuti mmg mcm nk tunggu raya la.

hik hik. now dh cuti. relax and just take it easy. semlm kua gie tgv wif nell ngan fad. isi UA. nak keje la. busan duduk rumah lagi pun dis month seme movie mmg terbaek la. hehe. u knoe what i mean.

oh yeah. ingat nak upload ma work. sy buat casual sport. theme scotland. nanti sy upload. now malas. duh~

Sunday, October 14, 2007

shit happen everywhere.

first of all "selamat hari raya" to all ma beloved friends. minta maaf dari hujung kaki sampai hujung rambut if sy ade menyakitkan hati, berprasangka buruk, tatepati janji, or telepas ckp. seme yg buruk dtg dari sy dan yang baek baek seme dari Allah. :)

sem ni betul betul mencabar. dari subject, assignment dan kwn kwn. ye kwn kwn. kekadang mmg la kite rasa. "ala lepak a.. mampus la diorg.. tade kwn pun tape boley idup ape" mmg. tp.. kte mmg perlu kawan. bukan la utk menempek kan. tp lazim manusiakan mahukan peneman.

tp kan sedey la. sy pelik, since study uitm la rasa nye mcm mcm kawan sy jumpa. mahu yg penipu, pelakon, penyangak, pengacau mahupun penyanyi.. hmm tah la.. kekadang rindu kawan kawan lama. bertuka tempat belaja, bertuka kawan pula.. bukan bertuka cume bertambah.. yang pelik pelik pula tuh..

alkisah bermula, 2, 3 hari sebelum rasa.. tetiba sahabat sekampung berkunjung ke rumah. ala standard la before raya nak bual bual, gossip gossip. boleh terkeluar cite sy.. die kata ade org kata sy drug addict. and dare to stold ma mum belonging just to buy drugs. wow. honestly, dgr terus gelak. tatahan. tp lama lama sedey plak. tatau la usul dtg dari mana. tp rasa nye ade suspek nye. cume sedey.. nape je.. depan je mulia. kawan sampai mati la. susah senang sama la. haih tah la..

itu baru kisah tuh, ehem ade kisah lagi, kisahnya pasal groupmate sendiri.. nama je group, tp seme kerja sy lakukan mahu dari photoshoot, sampai la nak interview, powerpoint and presentation.. kononnya dh minta maaf la, sowi la ofa, tasengaja la, tabuat lagi la, ofa tebaek la. last last tade usul juga nama sy kena jaja ngan graphic depart. yang sy la jahat, sy suka buli org, suruh buat kerja sikit taboley... haih sedey.. sebaek la hari raya.. malas nak bising bising.. tp sy sedey.. kenapa sampai jadi mcm tuh..

fatemah kata, nama org selalu buli sy.. pasal sy lembut hati sgt. cepat sgt percaya org.. maafkan org.. haih.. being nice pun salah..

roomates kata, "ofa kecik itu pasal kena buli..." habis dh tinggi ni je nak buat ape?

what should i do now? tuka kelas? ignore them? i still have 1 year before graduate. lama tuh kalau environ. mcm babi. betul tak kwn kwn.

sy rindu mmu.....

Monday, September 24, 2007

raya ke?

24 sept 2007! yes another 2 weeks we gonna celeb. hari raya. tetapi sy tarasa sy nak berhari raya. sy amat tertekan. duh!

baju raya tabeli, kasut raya tabeli, kuih raya tabuat. urgh. kad raya? tradisi setiap tahun. mesti post kad raya. tp tahun ni tade masa. :'(

sekarang ni tgh kelas. lectr tamasuk lagi. jadi ade masa nak menjelajahi internet. usha usha blog je. tabukak myspace pun. jadi paham paham la kawan kawan betapa sibuknye sy.

the moral of tha story. sy nak balik raya dan tanak pulang ke uitm. okey

nila najwa. sy pun rindu. :'(

Sunday, September 16, 2007

tartan

hai salam sejahtera dan selamat berpuasa.

- sahur
- tido balik
- terbgn + kura kura tfon
- tdo balik
- terbgn + kura kura kacau balik
- terus bgn

hari ni 16 sept 2007. tahniah la norfateha. kenapa? ye sejak kebelakangan ni sy selalu silap tarikh. duh! ye silap. kekadang teradvanced. kekadang telambat. urgh. benci number!

heh minggu ni sy di rumah. kebelakangan ni 2 minggu sekali sy balik. itu pun terpaksa. byk kerja nak diuruskan. yela sejak menjadi pelajar berhemah tekun dan berani ni. (euw) semlm keluar mencari fabric. (tartan) ye! dis sem sy buat sport casual. bertemakan costume dn sy pilih scotland. memula bajet mcm gempak a kalau pilih scotland. skang dh naek pening dh. design dh 2 kali redo. nak kena rendering la. add trimming la. haih. mcm mcm la pn jamiah ni.

dh dekat 2 minggu akhir akhir ni tido tak cukup. sehari dpt 2 jam je. pigi kelas dh mcm zombie kampung pisang dh. (otak otak) keja byk. tgn 2 je. pendek pendek plak tuh. ceh.

kerja yg perlu diselesaikan.

9 subject :

1. ilustration (3 figure drawing A2 size)
2. history of art presentation (gamelan)
3. history of traditional costume (sepasang persalinan puteri perak)
4. fashion design (casual sport wear)
5. pattern making (4 sleeve and sample)
6. CAD (vector and technical drawing)
7. machine embroidery (advertising)
8. hand embroidery (quilting)
9. production management (test on friday)

:'( i 've only got 3 weeks from now to settle up all those things. so friends, im truly sorry if i cant meet u guys. ive no much time. tgh genting ni kawan kawan. tp jgn lupa. sy tak lupa. kepada nila najwa. berhenti merindui sy. nanti sy dtg sana bwk jalan jalan okey. tp sila siapkan duit minyak. bye.

Friday, September 7, 2007

hai

oh! finally sy singgah juga blog saya. rindu. ouch!

ive been so so so busy lately. yg amat sibuk teramat. today is friday. ye pelik sy masih di uitm. ya tidak pulang minggu ni. malas. kerja berlambak. bersepah. tekanan. balik next week. ade appoint. wif doktor. balik sekali harung saje. puasa sudah minggu depan. wow.fun!

now im in faculty. guna internet. updates antivirus. MUST to. pasal kat sini senang kalau nak jadi penternak virus ni. sambil sambil tu chatting dgn kura kura. kura kura sy minta tolong sy buat blog untuk beliau. wow advanced kura kura sekarang ye. tahniah la.

hm lama dh sy tak men myspace. berkawan kawan. hang out. joli sakan. tunggang langgang. nape ek? sibuk sibuk sibuk. itu je jawapannye

eh ma phone num. hm dh tuka. "asek asek tuka number kau ni fa" "eh apsal byk sgt num nko ni fa!?" "eh u jgn la asek tuka number je" ye ye maaf tp tepaksa.

sape nak num baru sy sila msg sy ye. msg la kt mana mana nanti sy kasi okey. minta maaf atas kesulitan.

syg kawan kawan. muah.

Monday, July 30, 2007

cibai

hello kawan.

ye. tgh kelas. curi pakai. tahniah la. tgh tunggu turn to presentation now turn khai. fuh actually i lost ma card reader dat i used to be ma pendrive for while. by the way the card reader not mine. darwis punya pinjam. yeah and i lost it. tahniah. im sorry syg. nanti i ade det i ganti okey.

last week pulang rumah (KL) ma mum bising suh balik buat facial. pasal muka anak die huduh. yeah terima kasih la. lepas facial alhamdullilah la. elok la sikit kaedahnye. tp pulang balik perak. azab u all muka nye kembali huduh. tekanan mak nok. ceh

minggu ni mood mcm cibai. turun naek turun naek. apekehey? tah la. byk kije la. mcm babi. tension. ape tah. pastuh det tade. bil tipon byk. haha. dh la busan la menaip. bye

Saturday, July 21, 2007

duh!

sudah buat salah pun masih mahu tdo. cis. geram.

Monday, July 2, 2007

kwn itu siapa?

eh tah la. rasa mcm ade tak kena je. kurang kwn? mmg aku ade few kawan je. pasal aku kwn ngan org cool2 je. mmg aku memilih kwn pun. mmg aku mcm best pun. eh over typo plak. main point skang ni. aku tabuang kwn. tp apsal mcm makin tekurang dari yg kurang. oh! lupa maybe kwn2 aku sibuk mungkin. sibuk ngan pasangan? oh ye la. tp aku pun sibuk. sibuk kije byk hal. kekadang aku ade kesik ati. tpi aku diam je. aku diam. lagi die diam. pulak dh. yela. aku sibuk kan. det pun tabyk. masa pun taley bazir byk sgt memandang kan dh berkomitmen ngan kije sepjg cuti sem ni. so hargaila masa yg aku ade ni utk aku spend time ngan koang. tp jgn la beria ajak nak hangout nak jumpa la nak have fun la, aku tade dunia tebalik la. aku tade taley nak senyum la. ayat pergh susun gile punya baek. bile aku dpn mata buat tanampak. apekehey? layan la seperti mana selalu. taley ek? asal taley? hah. aku tau apsal taley. tp agak agak a bile berckp. jgn la buat mcm kenal aku baru sebulan! urgh!


aku merajuk tau. walaupun insiden dh lama. ingat je. nak tegur pun pk byk kali. bukan nk pujuk. benci la. pukul pakai speaker murah akak aku ni tau la. :'<

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

fever.

i dont work today. got fever. not feeling very well. i hate it. cant sleep. after bergayut wif sumone. i tot i can get nice sleep and dream sumthin dat can cure maself. but duh. im getting "teruk". now 8 in da morning. still taley tdo. perut semcm. nk mkn ponstan la. another 2. terus pejam. hope so.

Monday, June 25, 2007

<3 today!



i just luv ma new hair cut. and dont ever ask me "eh ofa why u cut ur hair. better u keep it long" duh i hate long hair. it makes me uncomfortable and it just not me. i tried so hard to keep it long but finally the result is still short. gile susah bela rambut.

oh be4 lupa. semlm hang out ngan nila najwa. yeah miss her so much. we talked alot of thing. yeah xspecially about guys. haha. as usual la najwa meluahkan perasaan. seme die cite. bile bab aku cite die buat buat tadengar. ye tape la. aku saba. (ceh)

kami tgk surf up secara percuma. okey je cite tuh. aku ske je. since tgk happy feet terus ske penguin. tgk surf up ske juga. suka suka suka. sgt suka. cute cute rasa nak pijak pastu makan. nyum nyum

oh! neway cik heri. i post dis blog becos of u. so make sure u read it! kalau tak...

Saturday, June 23, 2007

bi bi que





gamba kt atas ni diambil masa bbq kt umah buzzy kt pandan indah. memula aku mmg malas nak mampus pigi sana. bukan ape. tah mcm males. teruk kan aku. tp sampai sana mcm biasa la. aku mesti hepi gile jumpa kwn. mkn2. gossip2. gelak2. ramai juga peeps yg dtg. semua close friends a tp aku ade bawak bani sama sama. pasal lama tak jumpa die. kt sana layan shisha, mkn ayam, mkn daging, mkn spaghetti. wah tahniah la shahid@tuah mmg power a die masak. mcm kagum2 ayam a ngan die. aku ngan dinie dtg mmg dtg bawak perut je a. hik2.

deeba, buzzy, dinie, devon, bani, pitt, zack, tuah, k, low, kwn low, kawan pitt 3 org. dn same org yg dtg, i love u all. ceh
mummy buzzy mmg cool gile. luv u auntie!

Thursday, June 21, 2007

candy girl

hai kawan,

hari ni aku nak cite pasal shot. maksudkan aku shot dkt tempat kije aku. aku sekarang ni asek dpt jadi candy girl je. jaga candy bar la. popcorn girl la konon2. annoyed gak. tp aku tatau apsal la candy bar ni menjadi rebutan cro's len. aku taske pun. aku lebey selesa di ticket box. oh ticket box how i miss u so much. (dulu menyampah okey)

since jadi candy bar mcm mcm bahana aku dpt. kena pisau hotdog, tgn melecur, saket perut gastrik, salah kire det, salah kire stok. urgh. semlm nye kes la. mcm mcm hal. mcm nk nanges. sedey rupanye jadi candy girl.

transformer nak kua dh. 28hb june midnight show. so sape sape nak beli tix tu sila inform awal okey. baru aku ley booked kan sit bes bes. jgn memekak nanti pasal dpt depan2. ade mkn kaki aku nanti. (ingatan pada faliq) "lik nko dtg awal okey. nak booked byk2 ni aku taley nak ske ske je"


kepada kawan kawan tatau apsal tahun ni birthday aku terasa nak adiah. haha. nak juga. at least satu. dan aku tanak toys or teddy bear. aku dh byk. asek dpt toys je. aku dh 21 dh!

Monday, June 18, 2007

pirates of carribean

customer 1 : kak kak, piret od colobron 2 org kak.

aku : huh? ape dik?

customer 2 : amoi, itu pi, ra, tes itu ade pukul brapa?

aku : huh? sowi?

customer 3 : itu celita sotong2 itu sekalang ada ka?

aku : huh? sotong?

customer 4 : keribin 4. dua kanak2 3 dewasa.

aku : cite ape kak?


haih.. mcm mcm la.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

200 pounds beauty

selamat petang.

baru balik kije ni. tak tuka baju tak cuci muka. terus on pc. heh. tah ape je dicarinye. memula mcm biasa la aku on ym. tgk sape sape. hm mcm xde sape. tatau apsal aku mcm excietd nak belanja org tgk wayang bisuk! ye, aku off bisuk. nak tgk fantastic4 nak tgk tix 5inggit je. (kids) heh. tgk tempat bekerja mmg boley kawteam baek punya. so mcm nak belanja kawan saje. (walaupun aku tade det)

tadi lepas abis kije (10-5) terus mcm busan menyelinap masuk cinema 5 tgk 200pounds beauty. mmg lama dh nak tgk. plan nak tgk wyg asek tasempat je. tadi sempat tgk 30minit nak abis. meleleh juga mata. walaupun cite kelaka. wah seronok ye. suka. sgt suka. sgt kelaka. sila tgk.

sinopsis 200pounds beauty : perempuan gemuk dn hodoh tp bersuara lunak seringkali menjadi penyanyi back up. kire perempuan santek pakai suara die la. tetibe mcm terasa dipergunakan lalu membuat plastic surgey dari kepala sampai kaki. jadi perempuan santek dn bersuara lunak (pakej baek punya) lalu jadi artis glamour. tuka nama tuka attitude. lupa diri kejap itu pun tasengaja. kire perempuan ni baek la. akhirnye dia mengecapi bahagia la. tp best la cite die. pengarah sassy girl ma. sape tgk sassy girl mesti tau cite ni kelaka punya. okey lo.

soundtrack die pun best wo. maria ave maria and beautiful girl. nak cari ah.



Friday, June 15, 2007

(:

hai kawan,

honestly since dh mcm xde relationship ngan die. mmg aku tak rasa mcm nak cari yg len. ye mmg aku tunggu. tunggu dn tunggu. tp mcm xde pape respon. so aku rasa mcm bodo je aku tunggu. so maybe die pun mmg xtak rasa mcm boley "jalan" mcm biasa. mcm ada atau tade same saje. aku je kot rasa len. kekadang bile pk balik. sedey juga. nanges juga. tp mmg patut pun die buat mcm tuh. padan muka aku. tp aku sedey. ye mmg aku sedey.

tp lama lama aku rasa mcm hina plak bile die buat mcm ni. yela. mcm xde jawapan pape. tp tape la. aku dh faham la skang. sgt faham. terima kasih la buat aku faham walaupun xberkata-kata. tp aku minta maaf juga la. sebab aku tau aku byk buat salah. minta maaf ye.

aku tau "dia" baca ni. tak sekarang mungkin nanti. so aku dh tapenah sentuh pasal ni. pasal mungkin aku dh malu. mungkin dia juga dh penat. so tape la. life must go on. aku harap "dia" happy la. aku tau "dia" happy.

so aku tatunggu lagi.. i let u go..

Saturday, June 9, 2007

hye palik and see ya.


okey dh mcm bape lama tabukak blog. even kalau on pun mcm nk tanak je. penat! ye penat. bru a aku tau mcmana penat kije. hm semlm faliq dtg. yep tgk ocean13. cite tu tak okey. mengantuk. tp lagi setgh jam nak abis best la. ape la. mungkin aku taberapa admire pelakon die. setakat brat pit la. ala menyampah aku. tp faliq mcm enjoy the show. die pikap aku lambat. cibai lu brader. ahaha dinie sekali. fun! masuk masuk dh kena pukim** ngan faliq even yg lambat tu die. tp tape. kami mmg expert bab bab rapping ni. so otw gie tgk wayang. faliq excited cite seme yg terbuku kt dlm kepala otak die. mcm biasa la. seme benda die seme aku tau. pasal aku je tade tau. hahaha. mmg tak a weh. sikit sikit ley la. abis je wayang kami mkn mcd. lepak2 cite cite ske ske until 2 pagi. balik seludup2 kang mak jaga. haha semlm mmg best!!!! tp satu je tabest. aku shot 20ringgit. urgh. babi.

hari ni? jaga tix box lagi. aku pun tatau apsal aku ngan tix tu mcm xley pisah. ade mcm muka ticket ke aku ni. cis.

penjelasan kepada ronna kenapa sy tak pigi kuantan adelah kerana.... sy kena menjadi baby sitter dat day. anak paksu sy. sian sy. sy nk pigi. :(

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

boddo ni

urgh angin. dh dua kali aku type pepanjang ley mati connection so xlepas post. maleh nak layan. nanti je aku type.
oh! hari ni my 2nd day. kije kt tix box lagi. tadi aku bukak kaunter. own id. pepagi buta first customer dh spoilt mood aku gile babi.



cine kongkang : "do you have any tix for pirates tomorrow?"

ofa the great : "yes, we do have a tix, so what can i help u"

cine kongkang : "okey. can give me tix for pirates at 830pm for 2 kids and 2 adults"

ofa the great ; "here ur seat. issit okey? or do u wanna change? "

cine kongkang : "nuh. its okey"

ofa the great : "okey i repeat ur order... bla.. bla.." (kuat2 okey aku repeat)

cine kongkang : "okey thx"





tasampai 10 minit. die pigi kt kawan sebelah kaunter aku ckp. "eh sowi la. nak beli spiderman punya cite bukan ni pirate ini cite" sah sah kawan aku tunjuk aku. pastuh mcm salah aku. pastuh mcm aku dh punch aku plak kena cover. pastuh aku sedey. tade mood. bukan pasal shot tu pasal aku rasa mcm loser plak. first customer aku dh shot. yg cine kongkang tu bodo. nak order betul2 la. tp pastuh mood aku baek balik pasal sir kata tix ley refund. haha kalau tak aku tepaksa paksa mak aku ngan adek aku tgk cite pirates. and today aku tak shot la. haha sale aku rm1082 amcam. bes x aku? seb baek dulu aku amek acct. ye dak palik?

Monday, June 4, 2007

in love. shit!

hari ni 4th june. yela. aku start kije today. if u ask me did nervous. oh! hell yes!. dari semlm i cant sleep. i cant eat. aku mcm org nak pigi mati bisuk. ke hulu ke hilir. obvious okey. aku tatau apsal aku tetibe mcm nervous nak mampus. padahal aku nye excited nak mampus nak kije. tetibe ade perasaan mcm aku tanak kije. tetibe ade perasaan mcm TAKUT. uwaaa what happening too me. im changed. im different. im special. im superhero (tetibe) pengaruh heroes. oh! isaac mendez, i love u. damn it. how come theres is someone dan so can melt my heart. and it just so not in reality. sob sob. ah takire. nak isaac mendez. sumwone can paint the future. oh please! paint me. hahaha

mika : love today (so tetibe)

Saturday, June 2, 2007

art or beauty?

heh maybe ape aku taip kali mcm agak2 emosi sikit. tp tah la. dari semlm aku terasa mcm ape beza art and cantik? duh. art is art. beauty is beauty. doesnt mean if sumthin is beauty and u can call is an art. hello. wake up fool. i knoe dat im not dat expert with thingy dat call art. but im learned about it since i was 7 years old and until now. hm tasemestinye ape yg kte ade kte perlu tunjuk kat semua org. every single work dat u have done must be have some value. i mean like ur own value. not everyone can share it. issit?



hm bukan la nak luah perasaan nak boikot some people. just please la. jgn la beriya dn berangan x kena tempat. malu sikit. sekali tanye principle of art pun belum tentu boley jawab. so dont act like u kinda master of it. bukan nak ckp org. tp tah la. relax relax dh la. jgn malukan diri sendiri. buat org gelak je. so kanak kanak. tp standard la. kena jadi cool baru ramai kawan ek? duh.



insiden ni start bile aku bual ngan cousin aku dia dh tua dh. die setiausaha pelukis bhgn hulu langat, sel. aku jumpa die pasal nak minta die mcm join or sponsor ade la satu event ni kawan aku mcm organised. cos for the last minutes doang tade sponsor.yg saket ati nye. mana crew2 yg sibuk menebeng tu. semua stok nak glamour je. ceh. kat event tu plak yg di panggey art fest tuh nak kan painting sesape. i mean like fine art nye type. so aku mcm teringat yg cousin aku ni ske buat painting. last 2 months ke awal tahun ni aku taberapa ingat. die buat exhibition kt shah alam. dlm bual2 dgn die. kiri bincang2 la. tetibe die menceritakan kekesalan yg dia agak kecewa ngan remaja2 skang yg tatau value of art. ckp beriya. tanye one of the painter satu pun xley jawab. die kata susah nak cari pelapis skang. tgk sape malu. aku gak kena tempias2 nye.



so kt sini aku nak ingat kan diri aku. belajar betul2. buktikan remaja skang ni bukan semua berangan. ade gak boley pakai. so sape sape terasa tuh padan muka la. dn nak benci aku teruskan. sebab aku dh pun bencikan korang.

Friday, June 1, 2007

watercolor

aku lukis gamba ni sampai nanges nanges. lecturer aku haram xske. (babi). over dose kt water color lect aku ckp. ala. aku excited sgt, standard a. tp sumpah aku ske gamba ni. eventhough x bagus. tp aku rasa ni kije aku paling sedey aku penah buat. siap aku frame lagi. gamba ni seribu satu makna. material : watercolor & chinese ink. bisuk nak beli sketch book. pen. and marker. jgn lupa.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

happy

yey! lompat kekiri kekanan. menari sana dan sini. hah! gembire. akhirnye dpt kije juga. tadi pagi pagi mcm dh give up. males nak layan sir yakob. tp dari kata2 semangat (paksaan sebenarnye) dari dinie. aku gie gak jj cheras selatan. cis. sir yakob tade. tp tape. sir yap ade. dn maaf la sir yakob ngan tamalu nye kami petik nama sir yakob utk dpt kije. argh~ standard la we take as a granted la. sape suh xangkat tfon. pergh. lama gile interview. sir yap tanye mcm mcm seme bahasa omputih. argh~ aku pun pepandai la goreng bahasa omputih. tah betul tah tdak. tp yg pasti aku jaga tix box on monday. wah seronok. kerja dkt tgv akhirnye. tayah pk mcmana nk menyelinap2 lari. sebab tgv mmg amek student. no matter what aku boley continue study without resigned. so nanti boley sambung lik bile cuti. wah ske nye. tadpt tpu la yg aku ske sgt sgt. hihi. ape motif doll sebelah? eh ske aku la. cute kan. santek kan. aku ske aku taruk la. taske sudey. sebab nanti next sem aku kena wat baju utk doll ni. tp kena beli doll besar sikit harge ley tahan saket perut nak beli around 450++. err senak pk. xtamahu pk. pk happy pk happy

betsey johnson


aku jumpa gamba ni masa tgh surf internet usha2 pasal betsey johnson. ye aku ske die. die dh tua tp design die cool nak mampus. funky, sexy, colorful. nanti aku nk jadi mcm die la. jadikan idol. wah kemain lagi. tade la aku mmg ske design die. meletup. walaupun x la mcm john galliano, gucci, channel, marc jacob ke yg mcm boring. ha ha ha. taley2 kutuk john galliano fav. designer dinie. hm dh tgh pagi dh ni. elok nenek aku tdo sebelah. sian die. supposedly die pigi umah pakteh aku. pakteh aku kata nak amek. bini die mengidam nak pengat pisang ngan sambal ikan masin. subuh2 nenek aku bgn masak mcm mcm. sian die. die tunggu dari semlm. dia tunggu dari semlm nak pigi umah pakteh aku. last2 asek postpone je. haih sedey aku tgk. tadi kalau ade kete. aku dh anta dh. tasanggup aku tgk nenek aku tunggu. bodo punya pakteh.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

art

male figure actually. looked like female aite. one of ma final for ilustration last sem. and one of my fav. i hope i can keep it as my collection. but it has been taken by my lecturer as a fashion department collection. Material : watercolor & chinese ink. Size : b3
i loff drawing? nuh tak ske. but i do draw when im bored. ma fren keep push me to lukis everyday. urgh! malas. "sumtimes" i just hate major in fashion. my figure drawing suxx. but i do loff sew. i loff embroidery. haha. i just hate drawing. urgh! tp tepaksa improve ma skill. i have too!! ma fren fatemah (yeah again) very good in drawing. figure drawing superb. uwaa cemburu. tp mcm lecturer aku ckp la. jgn ikut die. die gifted. abis aku?

urgh!

urgh! bengangnye ari ni. mangkuknye sir yakop kata nak suh dtg office. call mcm nk gile. siap anta sms haram nak reply. menyusahkan. tgk. melanguk je kt umah xbuat ape. tah pape. urgh! tensionnye takije2. satu pun xpanggey. bebtul2 nk kije sgt. tanak duduk rumah. kusut. serabut. sempit. urgh! nk kena tunggu ari kamis plak. masalahnye kamis je dh 31st of may baek pigi sushi king. bapak meyusahkan. haih. aku tak ske menunggu. taske. urgh!

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

money money

urgh. dh pukul 4.03 pagi. just arrived from the mines. tunggu fad sampai abis kije. balik tadi aku balik dulu anta dinie kt umah laki die. fuh. first time bawak dr mines mcm gigil2 takut je. tp berjaya! hooreey. bisuk kena bgn pagi pegi mines balik. bodek2 sir shah. hopefully die in the mood la. i need to work desprately. i need money. i need life. life without money is nuthin (ha ha ha) takutkan perempuan mcm aku.

mampus la.


augustana - boston ( lagu best )


Monday, May 28, 2007

work!

hm walaupun aku tau tade sape nak baca pun blog aku ni, dn bukan aku buat utk tatapan pun. just i have to talk, i have to write sumthin, and i need a place dat no want bother me. i can say whatever i want to and nobody cares. dats blog all about rite. kalau x aku ley gile.

its been along time ago aku stop menaip. yeah busy? tak pun. tade masa je. haha same je. just not in the mood. sibuk belaja. and paling penting internet susah nak carik kt uitm tuh. balik pun bukan duk umah. yep mish ma blog so much. xspecially my old blog. aku tulis seme dkt sana. tp malas nak flash back. past is past what i need a new life. new environment. new me. ceh semangat sok sok lupa balik. haha

hm lately ni mcm tade life. tdo susah, bgn susah, kucar kacir, mkn pun malas, badan dh mcm kayu je. yep kwn ade. dn mereka baek2 saje. just doesnt mean aku tacite kt doang. taseme. and aku malas pun. bukan xperlukan mereka. just tah.. nanti koang kesian kt aku. tanak! urgh

tomorrow, err i mean today ingat nak carik kije! i have to!!! i got no money at all. ade sepuluh hinggit je. urgh. gile idup xde duit. cis. fetch dinie kt ktm serdang terus pigi tgv. oke go!

frustrated gile tadi when i dedicate sumwan lagu pastuh die mcm xdgr2 pastuh aku tanye die lupa satu, lupa tajuk satu lg. hm sedey okey. takesah la nk kata poyo ke menggelabah ke kasi lagu. tp itu cara aku nak meluahkan sesuatu tanpa berkata2. *sigh* why dont u get it?
currently listening to : shayne ward - no promises

new!

first of all. i have to tell the readers that i hate green and red is the most fav. and why the template is green? yep aku telah mengikut firasat ma fren (fatemah) dat red made ma life became kelam kabut and serabut. so in her opinion red just totally not suit on me. okey. kte cube dulu. ke mmg aku ni mmg serabut. kte tgk nanti.

and second, i have to tell dat im going to close ma old blog. actually i've plan it before i started wif my new blog. but the prob is i forgot ma pass. ceh.(how come it be) ke mmg blogger ni dh masuk air pasal aku ni pelupa tp x la pelupa sgt. ah whatever.

and thirdly, kenapa blog baru? coz saje nak move on. i need sumthin new. ceh padahal same je. tah saje nak angin baru. saje la saje. jgn tanye (tade sape tanye) i know nobody cares.