Yesterday one of my staff keep on offering me to went break together but too bad i already made appointment with my fiance so i tot like it just normal things cos sometimes i do go break with my staff. but after that it became much more suspicious when he keep asking me whether i had free time to talk or not. I was like not to take it seriously like ignoring him maybe later we chit chat la kan. Not like i purposedly ignoring him it just yesterday was day of confusing when finances cam cilaka keep on asking about shortage money dat we also donno when it went missing.
Oke back to the story, without i realised until the end of my shift i meant when all ppl went back he still asking me for talk. I was like ok lets talk now. But at the time in the office is only me and my supervisor mano. But he refusing to talk infront of her and ask for personnel conversation. It became more suspicious, Then im offering him instead of talk to me why dont u sms me. He copied my num. In my mind i tot la he only wanted to borrow money from me and just to shy to ask directly kot.
Then we went back home, around 4oclock i received a msg from this staff. Its quite shocked me. Yes it is. It even make me cried ok. He wrote to as he said he respected me more the other management team and felt so wrong if he wouldnt telling me this. He told me that last time both are my supervisor are bicthing me using tamil language and they did infront of my staff and even im inside the office. They used bad words toward me and saying that im not good enough in doing my jobs. In his side he tot it was mean and disrespectful when infront of me they talk so nice and then talk bullshit behind my back.
Honest speaking at first when i read that msg i was so damn demotivated. What i did wrong that hurt them? Then i realised theres nothing wrong with me. It just im too good to be work with them. They felt threatened with my presence. Too bad darling, i wont give up. Now i know that i am more awesome then i tot. Thankful to god cos i have this loyalty staff that will support me no matter what. And also a bosses that will always be my back bones.
Thanks oso to mt fiance. U r so sweet when the time i was deeply sad u trying so hard to make me feel that im more worth it than i tot. Its quite annoying actually but i do like it. Haha. So from now on lets move on. Now u knoe which one u can call friends and which one you dont. Without controversy life wont be happening rite?.
Actually ive been writing this while i at salon syampoo-ing my hair. Duh